He skillfully stroked Yeehyeon’s penis, making it harder, then slid his hands down Yeehyeon’s legs, which were draped over his thighs, grabbed his ankles, and lifted them into the air. His ankles were brought together, and his overlapping legs were draped over the man’s right shoulder.
“Ha. Hah, ngh.”
Yeehyeon’s breaths came in ragged, irregular bursts. The hands that had been clutching the sheets now twisted them as if wringing them out. Though his entire body betrayed his anticipation for the thing that would soon push inside him, Yeehyeon couldn’t afford to feel shy.
Spreading his thighs wider, the man settled himself as if to support both sides of Yeehyeon’s ass. Instead of aiming the head of his cock at Yeehyeon’s anal entrance, he slid his penis between Yeehyeon’s thighs.
“……”
Of course, the friction was still plenty stimulating, and his body throbbed at the sight of the man slowly rocking his hips in a fluid curve, but it wasn’t what Yeehyeon had been expecting.
“What… are you doing?”
“What is this? Did you forget?”
He lightly bit Yeehyeon’s calf and grinned, his face gleaming. He held Yeehyeon’s legs over his right chest, moving his waist—which looked deceptively slim without any excess fat but was plenty thick—back and forth.
Like the forearms that had been trained through intense exercise and labor, his fully hard penis was speaking of its limits. The throbbing pulse, as if it were alive, could be felt right between his thighs, and the pheromones were at a level that viciously clogged his nose and mouth. And yet, he was still being stubborn.
Yeehyeon bent his knees and gently pushed against the man’s shoulder with the tips of his toes. Then he shook his head.
“Come inside me.”
“……”
Pausing his hips for a moment, the man looked down at Yeehyeon, then kissed his ankle and calf several times before rubbing the inside of his thighs again.
“It’s been too long.”
His body had had no problem accepting Liu for the first time. There was no way insertion would be a problem now, when he was already soaked.
Feeling Yeehyeon’s body stiffen as if in rejection, Liu stopped his thrusts again. He stroked Yeehyeon’s leg all the way from his ankle to his pelvis, then set it down and leaned over to press their chests together. He brushed Yeehyeon’s hair back and kissed his forehead, the bridge of his nose, and his lips.
“Next time… Let’s do it next time.”
“No. You said you’d rub against me inside as an Alpha.”
“Yeehyeon…”
His soft, placating voice was sweet, but at the same time, it was in agony from the constant clash between reason and instinct.
Yeehyeon traced the man’s face with his fingertips and whispered.
“Did you not want to fuck me?”
“How could you say that?”
He reached a hand down and wrapped it around the man’s hot member. They wanted each other so badly that it felt like sparks would fly from a mere touch. Nibbling on his rough chin, Yeehyeon used the hand that had been touching his face to wrap tightly around his neck. As he kissed his ear, he stimulated the head of his cock with his hand. As if he couldn’t bear how lovely Yeehyeon was, clinging to him, Liu supported Yeehyeon’s back and held him in return, burying his lips in his hair.
“You got this hard because you wanted to come inside me… so why are you holding back?”
He couldn’t even remember the last time he had spoken to someone like this, not just to him, but there was no awkwardness, as if he had always been this petulant with him.
He didn’t know if it was the effect of the pheromones or if the distance between them had narrowed now that the secret that had blocked them was destroyed, but despite it being a reunion after a year, it was easier than before to be open with him.
From the head of his cock, which was being directly stimulated, precum oozed out like a discharge. Whatever his reason was telling him, his penis was clearly in pain. Even as he shed so much pre-seminal fluid that it soaked not only Yeehyeon’s hand but his stomach as well, the man, still conflicted, collapsed onto Yeehyeon’s shoulder and whispered in a pained plea.
“I love you…. I really love you.”
“The Seo Yeehyeon you love is asking for it.”
“……”
He lifted his head and met Yeehyeon’s eyes. Exposed to pheromones he couldn’t block, Yeehyeon now knew, at least in theory, what a colossal and absolute force the man was resisting.
That he could resist this much against pheromones strong enough to break down a Golden’s near-perfect defenses could not be explained by anything other than love. And not every Alpha could endure like this just because they were in love.
Yeehyeon cupped his face.
“Don’t hold back. At least in front of me, be just as you are. Whether you’re an Alpha, a Ghost, or whatever… I’m a Diamond Dust, so I’m also a being outside the bounds of what people call normal.”
His face contorted in sorrow, as if even Yeehyeon being a Diamond Dust was his fault. Perhaps he was worried that Yeehyeon, having learned he was a Diamond Dust, would become isolated with him in the same loneliness he had felt as a Ghost.
“Don’t hide anything from me. I want all of you. Even your dark, shabby, and uncool parts. If we’re going to start over… we have to embrace each other with that kind of resolve.”
He rubbed the tip of his nose against Yeehyeon’s, and the man pressed his lips firmly against his. Without using his tongue, he parted and met his lips again and again, gazing at Yeehyeon with eyes that broke blue and white like a surging sea.
“Show me everything. Show me how your eyes change as proof that you made me an Omega, what kind of loneliness you’ve been in until now… show me all of it.”
His eyes narrowed as he tried to swallow the surging emotions. Dropping his head, he slowly kissed the deep nape of his neck, his ear, the sideburns stuck to his face, and his temple.
“It’s shabby, and it’s not cool. I was terrified.”
“……”
“In the most miserable state of being conquered by the Alpha instinct I had kept rejecting… I tried to have you, even in a deformed way, to the point of destroying myself. I don’t think that speaks to the depth of my love. I won’t hide behind the excuse of pheromones either.”
The next moment, when he lifted his head and faced Yeehyeon again, his eyes were not soft. Nor were they conflicted.
“I will spend the rest of my life repaying you.”
He didn’t say it meaningfully. His whispering voice was like a light sigh. Which was why it felt all the more sincere.
Stroking his face, Yeehyeon smiled faintly.
“I’m not hoping for a relationship where we owe each other something. I don’t want you to stay by my side out of responsibility or guilt, either. Our relationship from here on out… it starts with my choice.”
This time, a smile appeared on Liu’s deeply frowning face. Rather than trying to persuade him with words here and now, it seemed to be a smile that meant he would prove it through all their time to come, just as his earlier confession had implied.
Turning his head, he kissed the palm of Yeehyeon’s hand that was cupping his cheek, then pressed his lips to Yeehyeon’s. The plush flesh rubbed together softly, and his lips parted. As if exchanging themselves, they extended their tongues between parted lips and intertwined them. Along with saliva, they exchanged their most secret scents, their pheromones.
Below, his hips began to squirm again. Sliding down Yeehyeon’s stomach with his obtrusively large erection, he kissed Yeehyeon’s chest and scraped his perineum with the head of his cock.
“Hngh… ugh.”
Yeehyeon held his head and bit his lower lip. With his knees bent, he spread his legs and lifted his heels. His toes tensed on their own. Enveloping his nipple plushly with the mucous membrane inside his lips and his tongue, the man sucked on the areola and the surrounding skin, nibbling.
“Ah…”
Yeehyeon rubbed the back of his head against the sheet and threw his chin back. The slick head of the penis was rubbing against his entrance.
As if kissing, or perhaps loitering, the head of his cock hovered around the entrance several times, touching and pulling away, before it pushed in with a firm pressure. At the feeling of a lump of pheromones entering his body directly, Yeehyeon moaned and slowly twisted his hips. Changing the angle of his chin, he looked down at the man’s face as he suckled his chest and stroked his sweat-dampened hair.
Below, he would pull back slightly, then push in deeper than before, and just as it felt like he was being opened, he was immediately filled to the brim. His pulse was transferring to him.
“Alpha…”
It was a murmur that escaped like a moan without him realizing it. The man, who had been chewing on his nipple painlessly with just his lips, pulled it to a point and let go, then lifted his head.
As he brought his face closer to Yeehyeon’s, his upper body pressed tightly against him, the insertion deepened with the closing distance.
“Haaah… hngh!”
Yeehyeon gripped Liu’s shoulders and trembled violently. Short breaths burst out, and his legs flailed as if trying to escape. With gleaming blue eyes, the man carefully watched Yeehyeon’s reaction and rocked his hips shallowly but quickly, creating a vibration inside.
Since he wasn’t all the way in yet, their groins and asses didn’t touch even when he bucked his hips. And yet, from the point of their joining, which was slick with the fluids they had both shed, a lewd, slapping noise continuously leaked out.
“Hah, ngh… heuk…”
Under the oppressive feeling of a heavy, large beast lying on top of him, rendering him immobile, Yeehyeon parted his lips and panted for breath. Liu’s eyes, which were taking in every one of Yeehyeon’s reactions, were now completely unfocused. As the friction of their genitals increased, he was becoming more and more liberated.
“Seo Yeehyeonnnn… I missed you…”
It seemed he had much to say about his longing over the past year and a bit, but he simply wrapped his arms under Yeehyeon’s back, held him tight, and repeated that he had missed him.
“I wanted to fuck you.”
“Hngh, eut… hahk!”
“I wanted to so badly… to touch you naked, to suck your lips, and anywhere on your body was fine, just here… this, I wanted to rub this on you so badly… there were nights I masturbated all night long…. Did you do that too?”
A fragrance flowed from Liu as he reached down, grabbed the root of his cock that had yet to enter Yeehyeon, and pumped it as he asked. It was as if someone had wrung his body like a sponge and squeezed out the pure essence of the pheromones within.
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