A relatively innocent series of kisses followed, the kind that would be better described as pecks. Smack. After a light sound of friction, the lips that had briefly parted pressed together more deeply. They were slowly drifting away from innocence.
As if savoring the texture of the soft flesh, Liu changed the angle of his jaw, rubbing their lips together before slowly and strongly sucking on Yeehyeon’s lower lip.
“Ugh, mm…”
Yeehyeon moaned from deep in his throat and placed a hand on Liu’s bare chest. Without letting go of his lips, Liu slowly pulled his face back. With a long, wet, suggestive sucking sound, Yeehyeon’s lip snapped back into place. The bitter taste of beer on their lips was gradually being overwhelmed by the scent of pheromones.
Tapping his fingertips on Liu’s bare chest, Yeehyeon murmured in a slightly unconfident voice.
“We don’t have anything scheduled… for tomorrow….”
“……”
Taking the beer bottle from Yeehyeon’s hand, Liu set both glass bottles down on the side table.
“What are you trying to do, egging me on like that.”
He sighed, sweeping his bangs back, and gave a playful smile. Then he wrapped his arms around Yeehyeon’s waist and lifted him onto his thighs again, just like before. It was the time alone together they had been waiting for all evening.
Sharing a deep kiss, Liu pushed Yeehyeon’s T-shirt up over his chest. Yeehyeon cooperated, raising his arms to make it easier for him to take the shirt off. Liu’s eyes, now narrowed and dark, were instantly aroused. Yeehyeon could feel his own pheromones entangling with the thick scent pouring out of Liu. That alone was enough to make his lower body, pressed against Liu’s, twitch.
Caressing Yeehyeon’s bare back with both hands, Liu pushed his hips up, grinding against him suggestively. The thick volume of his penis, already beginning to harden inside his sweatpants, was clearly palpable even through the thin pajama bottoms.
“You kept glancing at this in the shower, didn’t you.”
Instead of staying silent or denying it, Yeehyeon gave a slight smile. Without hesitation, he moved his hips, pressing down firmly on the firm bulge pushing against his groin.
“You too, A-Wei… you kept touching yourself there… Hngh.”
Yeehyeon’s retort was cut short. Liu’s hand, which had been stroking his back, suddenly slipped inside his pajama bottoms and squeezed his buttocks.
Burying his forehead in Yeehyeon’s shoulder and sucking in a breath, Liu nibbled on Yeehyeon’s earlobe and whispered quickly, his voice thick with moisture.
“That’s right. I did. I was acting all gentlemanly, but honestly, I thought I was going to die, starting from the airport. I was looking forward to this. So much so that I already took my pill behind Seo Yeehyeon’s back as soon as I got home.”
After first becoming aware of his pheromones in February of that year, Yeehyeon had been taking suppressants for omegas as prescribed. The doctor had said the chance of pregnancy was extremely slim before Yeehyeon fully presented, but Liu had been consistently taking birth control pills since then. It was an oral contraceptive for alphas that worked on the sperm’s acrosome and tail for a certain period, preventing it from penetrating the egg.
But regardless of omega suppressants or alpha contraceptives, the attraction between Ghost and Diamond Dust was as strong as ever. They could still sense each other’s pheromones, and they were completely defenseless against the other’s scent once it intensified beyond a certain point.
As for how Ghost and Diamond Dust’s situation would change after the Changing was complete, there was no related data or literature, so they could only wait and see. For now, not even Marcus could speculate any further.
But the outcome wasn’t a particularly important issue for the two of them.
Whether their relationship settled into just that of an alpha and an omega, or whether the attraction between Ghost and Diamond Dust remained and was added on top of it—they were prepared for either direction.
“Ugh, hmm…”
Yeehyeon let out a low moan at the pleasant kiss that gently eased his tension, Liu taking his upper and lower lips in turn with soft smacks. He looked down at him from under languidly relaxed eyelids.
While they were showering, while they were drying each other’s hair and playing around—even though Liu had gotten hard and released his pheromones, he hadn’t tried to seek release. The thought that he was actually filled to the brim with desire for him made Yeehyeon smile. At the same time, it made him feel erotic.
Liu’s hands were pulling down the waistband of his pajama bottoms. Yeehyeon lifted his hips slightly and whispered in his ear.
“You don’t have to stop, no matter what I say. Pheromones… don’t lie.”
Though he’d said that in advance, Yeehyeon never once told him to stop during the two rounds of ejaculation and knotting that followed. On the contrary, with his honest expressions of desire and daring positions, he jeopardized Liu’s composure and self-control.
As he became able to properly sense his own pheromones, Yeehyeon found himself reveling in a sense of liberation before the act of sex, rather than flinching away. The only problem was that even a libido that was outside the normal range due to pheromones could hit the limits of his physical stamina.
Of course, it was Liu who was actually caressing his entire body, lifting Yeehyeon’s body, thrusting his hips, and pouring his strength into it, burning through his muscles. But feeling pleasure throughout his entire body for a long time while in such a sexually sensitive state could also be a cause of exhaustion.
Even after two rounds of knotting and ejaculation over several hours, Liu was still inside Yeehyeon. He would occasionally pull back to let out the bodily fluids that filled Yeehyeon so much it was hard to thrust his penis in, but as soon as he secured just enough space to move back and forth while inserted, his glans would immediately block the entrance again.
Yeehyeon was sprawled on the mattress, completely drained, but Liu still hadn’t had enough. Kissing Yeehyeon’s cheek, nape, and shoulder, he hugged Yeehyeon’s stomach and pulled his upper body up.
They were connected, with their chests and backs pressed together as they knelt. As the position changed, he could feel Liu’s penis squirming inside him, finding a new spot.
“Hngh, hkk… Uuh…”
Yeehyeon’s insides were still trembling faintly from the lingering sensations of the second knotting. When a new stimulus was added on top of that, Yeehyeon couldn’t handle it.
It felt like he didn’t even have the energy left to feel anything more, and yet, his pheromones were reacting. His mind and cells were aroused, but he had no strength left in his knees and hips to support his body.
It’s okay. Relax and lean on me. He whispers. Even that whisper sent a shiver through him. His anus clenched of its own accord, and his pheromones tangled with Liu’s. Yeehyeon was practically sobbing.
He thought Liu was all the way in, but it wasn’t the end. Liu was slowly pushing deeper into the inner walls, which had become even tighter, slick with semen and slick. He’d rather Liu just fuck him hard. He wanted him to go wild, like he had when he’d knotted him just a while ago, and shatter this anxiety. Liu’s slow entry, as if he were holding a stiff male beta who couldn’t get wet, was making Yeehyeon’s mind burn.
“Hahk. Huk!”
Yeehyeon’s head, which had been hanging limply, suddenly snapped back as if someone had yanked it from behind. It felt like a spark had ignited below. Liu’s glans had hit the very end, the back of his inner wall, with a thud.
Yeehyeon thought this was his release. That now that he was all the way in, a body-breaking fucking would follow. He thought it would be better to be driven into limitless pleasure than to be teased like this.
But he was wrong.
Liu only pushed in about halfway and bucked his hips in short, shallow thrusts. Then a deep thud, then several more shallow thrusts, then another thud all the way to the root. What’s more, he couldn’t predict the rhythm of the pounding. It was different every time. Yeehyeon felt almost anxious, not knowing when he would thrust deep.
The empty space he’d left inside him felt unbearably itchy and hollow. It felt like only a knot could quench this thirst. He wanted the powerful pulse of Liu’s penis, rapidly expanding and contracting, to pound against his inner walls.
And it was because of that very knotting that his whole body was now so sensitive it ached, that he had completely lost control of his body to the point where he couldn’t even manage his own drool.
And yet, he was craving a knot again.
Yeehyeon panted and lowered his head. His own penis, visible in his line of sight, remained fully, rigidly erect, separate from his mental exhaustion. With Liu pressed tightly against his back, his penis bobbed frantically with the vibrations of Liu’s bucking hips.
“Ugh… uh.”
Yeehyeon twisted his shoulders, clawing at Liu’s hand that was wrapped around his chest.
“Seo Yeehyeon, what is this? This right now… how did you do this?”
“Hk… Hngh, huk… Haah…”
Liu, who had even stopped his thrusts, spoke in an agitated voice. But Yeehyeon couldn’t even properly register the content of the question. Only his own cries, which sounded like a plea, were vivid.
Liu slowly pulled his hips back once more, creating a gap between his glans and the inner wall. He knew about an omega’s instinct to stimulate an alpha who wasn’t satisfying their sexual needs enough, to induce ejaculation and knotting. He just had never experienced it. Just as an alpha’s instincts had been mere theory to Liu until now.
This was somehow different from Yeehyeon’s slick until now. It wasn’t the clumpy slick that had gushed out in spurts. The fluid that was drenching his glans and quickly soaking the space between the inner wall and his penis was much thinner and much warmer. And it was flowing without pause. It felt as if he were receiving a golden shower from inside Yeehyeon’s body, not from his urethra, but from his anus.
Liu was boiling over, on the verge of losing his mind.
“Ngh… No, this… there…!”
At the unrestrained pounding, Yeehyeon waved his hands in the air as if trying to catch a phantom before his eyes.
“Can you feel it? Right now you’re completely…”
“Don’t, say it…. Don’t say it….”
Yeehyeon shook his head and sobbed. It was clear that he, too, was acutely aware of what the slick pouring out and soaking not only his insides but also his groin, thighs, and the sheets, was reminiscent of.
Liu shook his head and rubbed his face against Yeehyeon’s shoulder. It was as if he were using every pore in his body to release his own pheromones and breathe in Yeehyeon’s. He had no choice but to respond by thrusting his hips, just as Yeehyeon was inducing him to, just as his pheromones were demanding.
“What are you, Seo Yeehyeon? How… how do you know how to do something like this? Huh?”
“Hnngh, huk… I didn’t do anything…”
Even though Liu was holding his upper body in a firm embrace to support him, Yeehyeon’s thighs were trembling violently. Liu lowered his hips, spread his knees, and pulled Yeehyeon’s waist onto his thighs.
“Lean back and sit on me more.”
“It’s, deep… this is, deeper…”
When Liu gently rocked his body up and down to soothe the childishly crying Yeehyeon, the vibrations stimulated his insides, and Yeehyeon cried even more sorrowfully.
“Again… it’s knotting again. I don’t want it….”
“It’s not a knot, Yeehyeon. This is me, I’m rocking you.”
To calm Yeehyeon down, Liu kissed his ear several times. Yeehyeon’s pheromones were exuding an overwhelmingly thick scent, telling him that he wanted stronger sexual pleasure, but Yeehyeon’s own lips were denying it.
All the while, the thin slick continued to leak from around the rim of his penis, which filled the point of connection. Liu’s taut thighs were completely soaked, glistening obscenely. To keep Yeehyeon from slipping, Liu had to hug his chest and lower belly even tighter.
When he felt his inner walls being pushed outward and his stomach swelling, Yeehyeon’s eyes flew open and he flailed his limbs.
“Heup! Ht! You said… it wasn’t… a knot….”
“Sorry. I’m sorry. It really wasn’t, just a moment ago…. Yeehyeon, I’m sorry.”
“Ku, Kun…. Huk.”
Yeehyeon fumbled for Liu’s left hand, the one with the ring, and grasped it. As Yeehyeon called his name over and over, their fingers tightly intertwined, Liu repeated his answer again and again. He kissed his ear, caressed his chest, and fondled him between his legs as they went through the knotting together.
To be pulled by an irresistible pheromone that drew him deeper, that broke down his control and induced the form of union it desired.
So this is what it is to be an alpha.
Liu found it amusing that he was only having this thought now, well past the age of thirty. As if to mock the plausible title of Golden Alpha, he had lived his life until now completely ignorant of the actual life of an alpha. Believing that suppressing and concealing was the only and best way. Firm beliefs that would never have been corrected had he not met Yeehyeon.
Liu felt a renewed, infinite affection for the being in his arms. Like the longing of the sea for the shore, endlessly throwing itself onto the beach to be broken and absorbed, he knew his affection for Yeehyeon would never run dry. Rubbing his lips against the bare shoulder before him, Liu silently spoke his love.
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